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MOVED

2009-11-02T01:51:00.001+08:00

Hey people, relink me!

moved to >> http://withlov3.tumblr.com/

cluttered

2009-08-14T14:18:00.002+08:00

Havent been blogging for quite some time, my minds been quite uncluttered lately, its just been filled with thoughts of study or play? should study cause need to pass exam but playing is so much more tempting and of course it won.

But now its cluttered again, choices to make again, things to decide. Not to says it isnt fun, I mean its life, but i'm an indecisive person! ):

I've 12 mins more to PCL.
See you again and hopefully by then I would already have come to a decision.

brief one.

2009-07-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

"You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that. And fuck the Air Force Academy. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest. "

- Dwayne, from little miss sunshine

I like that show, it makes you feel hopeful. Like no matter how untalented, unappreciated, or how different you are from everyone else, you are still special in a way. And there will always be someone who will love you for who you are.

purpled.

2009-07-20T19:54:00.001+08:00

you sure do move fast.

2009-05-21T20:21:00.004+08:00

i love this photo of myself!!

to cw

2009-03-23T02:09:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness how is my room like dung compared to yours!?

and i am waving to jeremy!

hi jeremy! im so sorry youre stuck with cw and his retardness!

The pin i gave to you personally okay!

oh my goodness i really wanna smack you!

how is that a happy birthday wish!

and i can see windscreen and all and stop announcing my

height to the entire world and its wrong somemore! I AM 170!

Glad you know its nonsense la,

and yes your chocolate looks damn gross!!!

but anyway, thank you (: very much home.

happy birthday homey =)

2009-03-20T05:19:00.001+08:00

22021990.17121990

2009-03-12T15:04:00.004+08:00

I'm back since Jan 16, 2009!
Realised its been almost 2 months!

Back in uni, I have no idea how much I'm actually learning cause I can never remember what I've learned at the end of the week anyway. Reading up on cervical cancer and HPV (:

"Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go."
- oh my goodness! the man who cant be moved has the sweetest lyrics! altho i still hear jonas in me instead of you missing me ):

Theres just this emptiness thingy the weird feeling, of having everything and yet nothing. I need orange bowl and tofu and spring hills and undeadbikiniodens!

and I really think mutilated body parts are scary but kinda cool and fascinating. How often do you get to see those! Right?

I watch wonder woman the movie last night, yes they do have a movie and there was this quote "the heart wants what the heart wants, even if it is worse for it". Wonder what would kids say to that sentence, seeing those who do watch wonder woman would be of age 12 and below (me being the exception cause I'm just special).

pretty photos @ titiwangsa

2009-01-16T12:04:00.006+08:00

dedicated to my hair ( :

thanks to this photographer:

awesome job!

2009-01-13T00:45:00.002+08:00

Heck, might not even be a job!

It's like a summer vacation thats 6 months long~

Never knew there were jobs like this

If I'm free from uni!

I'm so going for it.

Or whoever gets the job can invite me over for holidays!!

headachy

2009-01-10T15:45:00.004+08:00

I need to stop sleeping at 5am and waking up at 3pm.

can feel all my organs turning upside down.

whose the actual winner?

2009-01-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

this recent thing, got me thinking again.

thank god for that, for a moment, my brain seem to be slowly wasting away. atrophying. releasing methane as it decomposed.

In an argument, who actually wins?

lets set the scene.

B did something mean to A

A brought it up to C

C was mad at B

C punished B

B is now mad at A and C

C is now frustrated because A and B cant live in peace

A should be happy cause justice has been granted

(complicated? it's really just some small matter)

somehow, there seem to be no happiness in winning.

before there was only one party [A] being gloomy,

but by seeking justice, it ended up with three parties unhappy [A,B,C].

Eventho the incident was a small one, was the end result worth it?

Should A just bear all the unhappiness of B's meanness to avoid creating more unhappiness amongst the 3 parties then? But doesn't bearing the meanness of B for "overall happiness" seem a little bit unfair towards A? Does it involve selfishness in seeking justice for oneself and so sacrificing overall happiness? Or is keeping quiet about the injustice done to preserve "overall happiness" the correct way of going about? Does the "size of unfairness" affect the outcome? Like VERY unfair, so you should tell; or it's just a small matter so just bear with it and it'll be okay. Does it work like that?

I still haven't gotten a conclusion,

might or might not keep thinking about it.

I understand myself (I think),

but I doubt anyone else reading will understand.

So till then ( :

Merry X'mas Again

(I was reading a story about Christmas, so I just felt like wishing it again eventho its long overdue)

Happy New year!

2009-01-05T20:00:00.007+08:00

Nets fixed but MSN has been really screwy lately.

I have a theory, maybe it has fallen in love with me.

That would explain why it intercepts all my msges:

to prevent me from getting sweet text. (HAH!)

Anyways, belated new years resolutions:

(which has been the same for the past few years)

1. STOP BITING MY NAILS

2. Stop procrastinating and delaying everything

3. PAY ATTENTION in EVERY lecture (even the seemingly non-important ones)

4. Be a better friend

5. Be a happier person than last year.

Watched Moulin Rouge! Lovesit. Nicole Kidman is extra pretty there.

I blogged with a purpose actually,

something to do with something I realised about something.

but, I seem to have forgotten it, so oh wells.

the next time then.

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Speaking of stop delaying matters,

heres something I've been delaying for a long time.

The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back!!

1. I can't sleep alone without a night light and my many pillows

2. I look better with my hair short

3. I ♥ reality series, medical and forensic dramas

4. I bite my nails

5. I love bright colours

6. I love bittergourd and brinjals and celery

7. I love rainy sundays

8. I love the smells of freshly cut grass and the smell of the air before it rains

9. I love how the water feels and the wind in my hair

10. I wanna know how to play the guitar

11. I only know how to play one song on the piano, besides Doe A Deer.

12. I like sitting with my legs cross or curled up

13. I dont like anything with more than 4 legs, the more legs the creepier

14. I can be rather mean when I put my mind to it

15. I'm doing this for RUI! cause it's been a text file on my desktop labelled 'do for rui' for so long!

People I tagged would be anyone would read this and feels like doing it!

merry merry x'mas!

2008-12-25T20:21:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS <3

It's 6 days before 2008 ends
so enjoy the rest of this year!

shall further update about christmas,
now having dinner ( :
foods awesome!

We'll be a history of the dragon pheonix restaurant.

2008-12-09T22:08:00.002+08:00

Wild child is a real waste of money. It's a bimbotic show with no meaning and needs zero brain power to watch.

By the way, nai wong bao is.. okay, one day we were in the DP restaurant and decided to order some NWB. The helpful and eager manager personally wrote an order to the kitchen to ask them to hurry up after the NWB didn't appear for 15 minutes. He was running around the place shouting into the mic, 'NWB! Table 823!!', every 10 seconds and the staff were panicking trying to find out where is the damned NWB. The kitchen was probably really busy rolling the dough and frying it with the manager screaming orders while apologising profusely for the late NWB. Joann was as usual, biting her nails, whether or not the NWB was here.

One plate of NWB arrived.

We had ordered two plates of NWB.

The manager continued hurrying the staff who were now in risk of being fired (but the restaurant had just opened for 3 months) because of the missing NWB. TCTLSS the NWB arrived and the crisis was resolved. The 3 puny NWBs were devoured in 3 minutes.

FIN

Jo: this is the colour of my new hi-lites, and I LIKE WILDCHILD. It doesn't require thinking, is entertaining and I think emma roberts and alex prettyfer make a pretty couple, he is sweet (: and the car is cute!

Change of plans

2008-12-04T20:12:00.003+08:00

Going down Singapore on Friday instead.

Coming back on 12th instead.

Choosing between wala wala or clarke quay.

Cheap but not as nice the envt vs expensive but nicer envt.

Hmm...

I JUST REMEMBERED!

I WANT ORANGE BOWL!!

the beauty of imperfection

2008-12-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

Well, inspired by Pat pats post about "the beauty of imperfection. Nope can't find it!". I decided to blog bout the beauty of imperfection too. This is not meant to be personal kay (: I still <3 you pat!

"Perfection is more than beautiful.
Change your imperfections, and set your sights on something greater than yourself.
You won’t know what you might be, but at least you know you’ll be more than you are now."

As I've said and I still believe:
Perfection is nice, but in a person, PERFECT IS BORING!
The imperfection in a person is what makes a person unique.
There are habits to change, but not all habits are imperfection.
If everyone is perfect, then no one would be perfect.

How do you measure perfectness anyway?
In inches? In litres? Do you come out with a standard of perfection?

Rule #1: perfect hair, nails and teeth; messy hair, dirty nails [X]
Rule #2: perfect up to date dressing; tshirt and shirts, old huge dorky glasses [X]
Rule #3: perfect speech, grammar and language; bad english, funny accent [X]
Rule #4: perfect behaviour, no undesired little antics; lateness, laziness, procrastination [X]

Is that perfect? If that's perfect, soon you'll see a whole lot of people in the street with perfect glossy hair, guys cropped short, girls long and wavy, shiny straight whittened teeth, trimmed, buffed nails; because it's the perfect look. No antics that draw your attention to a person. Soon you'll see a street full of perfect but people that look the same, people that seem to have lost their personality trying to achieve perfection.

If by perfect, people follow the set of rules that is deem by the public to be the one set of rules that are faultless, would you be happy following them?

I'm not saying that you should be happy and contented with your seven deadly sins(lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, pride), imperfection may not be good, but if you can minimize your imperfection, why try to erase the thing that makes you human? Imagine someone without all those. To me it's kinda scary. You strive to be a better human, but a perfect human is something else.

Hmmm... after typing everything on my mind out, I'm not sure whether I'm still on the same topic as pat, but the main point is, your post inspired this post la. so, happy thinking or whatever. Going off to bed! Nights everyone!!

Guitar Heroes!

2008-12-03T01:50:00.003+08:00

At aunts place! playing the wii.
It's fun! haha, guitar heroes is the new wobbly!
All camping in the hall.
All means 5 of us cousins, minus the 2 smaller ones.
Brought along own pillow and blanket.
Should be fun.

Feel like baking more cookies. Hmm..
CAN'T WAIT for thursday man!
I'm bringing heels~ (Hahas! I'm outsmarting you guys in the naturally tall department!)

aherm

2008-12-01T18:22:00.004+08:00

correction!!
homey lcw, my praises of u, on how great u r, have been renewed till 30 Nov 2100. you are allowed to self praise all the way as long as I am present, and especially when I am present
from joann =)

edit:* haha! you can't edit my post, but I CAN! and this post is so NOT by me! offer still stands till only 2359 30th Nov 2008. and its LONG over.

I smell good

2008-12-01T11:27:00.003+08:00

Kimya Dawson - Tree Hugger Lyrics

The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"
The tree said, "I wish I could be
A different kind of tree,
The cat wished that it was a bee,
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky,
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea.

And in the sea there is a fish,
A fish that has a secret wish,
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it.
And in the sea there is a fish,
A fish that has a secret wish,
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it.

And the flower
Would be its offering
Of love to the desert.
And the desert,
So dry and lonely,
That the creatures all
Appreciate the effort.

Et le chacalot a dit:
"Je voudrais être un yéti
Pour voler dans la nuit
Et m'envoler loin d'ici"
Mais le yéti a dit:
"Je veux être un monstre marin
Pour pouvoir sauter dans la mer
De tous les requins"

And the rattlesnake said,
"I wish I had hands so
I could hug you like a man."
And then the cactus said,
"Don't you understand,
My skin is covered with sharp spikes
That'll stab you like a thousand knives.
A hug would be nice,
But hug my flower with your eyes."

The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"
The tree said, "I wish I could be
A different kind of tree,
The cat wished that it was a bee,
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky,
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea.

And in the sea there is a fish,
A fish that has a secret wish,
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it.
And in the sea there is a fish,
A fish that has a secret wish,
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it.

And the flower
Would be its offering
Of love to the desert.
And the desert,
So dry and lonely,
That the creatures all
Appreciate the effort.

Jannie! and Cheng! I scared.

No mail yet.

and I smell nice, yesterday I had DKNY's apple sprayed on me.

the after smell is better, not as strong as the original smell.

A kelisa happens to be a lot bigger than a waja!

somehow it seems easier to sqeeze pple into a kelisa compared to a waja.

I want to continue sleeping,

slept at 5 am today cause of the mixture of fear of results and self scaring in the afternoon.

reminder to self: never try to scare yourself no matter how logical your explanation is. It never pays.

) : please please please get this over with fast!

PS: Heh! LCW, your time is up! It's back to the old.

祝你生日快乐

2008-11-30T00:21:00.005+08:00

祝你生日快乐，

祝你生日快乐~

祝你生日快乐！

（sang in the tune of happy birthday）

Happy 19th Birthday homey the-oh-so-great Lim Chern Wei, who with his oh-so-awesome Chinese now knows what 失意 and 何谓 is! (: I wanted to write this post in chinese just so you can marvel at your own standard of chinese, but then again I figured its your birthday! and I shall be nice (my present to you).

Thanks for being such an awesome homey/taikor/willing exploitee (this is the one of very few times I'm gonne write/type/say it, so open your eyes big!); for the encouragements, efforts, arguments, debates, financial blah; for the starbucks green teas (which I have to say, cause of my green tea, it brought the girl to you), for Murnis and Williams and Shihlin's; for always picking me up and giving me rides; for the exams first aid kit (which my bro stoled the hundred plus); for keeping my secrets and secretly embarrasing moments which you sure have ALOT of (this also serves as a threat to remind you that if you spill any... aha!); for the crabs at ss2 that we never ended up having (why ah?); for all the gazillion mcflurries that noone else would even bother delivering! and last on the list but not last of what you've done, thanks for that toilet roll that is still not even half read (:

-lim chern wei, you're one year older-

-you, your shihlin, and your love of gyms-

-our other junk food sides big apple snowy!-

-my very pretty self and your poorly crashed car-

-THE toilet roll, one and only-

-results of exploitations: smuggling over the causeway-

Thank you and I love you Home! You rock my socks off eventho you're so far far away developing a British accent. Please bring home a hottie for me as my birthday present next year.

PS: this time I did not forget your birthday and faked it as Halloween.

PPS: if you know me well enough, you would know why there are no parcels down UK.

PPPS: the praises in the post expires after 23:59:59 on the 30th November 2008.

PPPPS: Happy birthday home.

Tug of War

2008-11-29T16:54:00.005+08:00

Hello Terence! (: Here I am.

Important dates

30th Nov - !!! which is tmr. Homey's birthday. advance happy birthday! there, I bet I'm the first to wish you!

1st Dec - I'll know if I have to do supps, which is supplementary exams I assume which you take if you fail your end of years, not a good day.

4th Dec - The day I go down singapore, a good day cause I'll finally meet cheng and jannie. why call you cheng? why not munnie or something? Like everyones cheng, cheng yi, cheng leng. Mun/小敏 (Hahas) is so much more special right??

Jan: hair cut at Holland V and beach and science center

Jo: want food, keith and charles!! pretty lights in orchard, and to meet DM! (pretty please)

Cheng: watch twilight, Holland V, paint nails, watch dramas!, eat don's chicken pie (or something like that)

anything else?

10th Dec - The day I come back from singapore. Not a good day either. I'll not only be back here, I'll be broke too. And I cant work if I get supps cause then I'll be too busy studying to pass my supps.

25th Dec - X'mas! WEEEE~ presents as well, happpy!

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this part is the most random post on earth but I just felt like writting it all down, so you can stop reading here if you want too (:

- I went to watch bolt 3D! It's freaking cool! Really really is (: makes me happy.

- I love 贺军翔! Even after so long I still do! He doesn't know it yet but he wants to fly here to meet me!

- I wanna go to the science center!

- I'm still waiting for my never gonna happen anytime soon group outting

Homey told me this and I felt like including, he was giving reading classes to 5 year olds and this school had 60 nationality of students, and he asked this little girl, so where are you from, guess what she said? HOME! * aww melts! Makes me wanna have a 5 year old.

The rest, I will update later. Will try to make my lazy self update more often!! <3

the end of year 1.

2008-11-13T01:03:00.002+08:00

Back home with glasses on, pjs on and the stickyness washed out of my hair.

I feel sorta good, I mean I survived MED 1022, the end of year 1.

It's been a year since I got in Uni, since I joined MUMEDS, since I met this bunch of awesomeness. And 'awesomeness' isn't even entirely appropriate to describe the pple. They're so much more than awesome. It's like a whole mix of spice, the uniqueness of each is indescribable. And I'm so glad to have met all of them, every single one. I thank all those who was there for me one way or another. To the many many pple with me thru out this whole year, thank you, you've just made my life worth so much more than its meant to be. I so look forward to another brilliant year and then another 3 more.

A special shout out to my M's, you guys rock santa's hat off! I'll stand on the sun to be with you guys man! I love you for all the times you yuffied me and made me talk eventho I never wanted to tell you what was wrong with me. I love you all for the times you made me dress up and all the stupid things of me you brought out.

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On another note, a talk with a friend made me realized that recently I've spend so little time at home. I do come home, but its like I never had dinner with my family since before exams which is maybe like a month ago? (maybe) and I'm so use to coming home late after studying in Uni and bathing the going to bed; and after exams I go out and come home late, that its not home anymore. It's just a place. Today coming home, its like the feeling of I don't know actually, but its like I'm more aware that I'm coming home, instead of the normal autopilot mode of arriving home, go room, stay in room sorta routine (eventho its like 1 am). I think after this week, I should spend more time at home and really relax and take time for myself. solitude (: its a good thing. as long as it doesn't go to isolation.

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Hmm... got lots of photos of formal dinner, shall update later (again, another maybe).

And to all my friends, present and future, I cherish you guys because you guys complete me.

to hear but not to listen?

2008-10-30T16:31:00.005+08:00

Ever realized that sometimes you hear but you dont listen? that happens to me a lot, but recently, I just realized that actually tho i think that i didn't pay attention, to my surprise I could recite whatever said earlier. like wowness!

anyway inspired by hanshengs 3 beautiful things and by HEP's fact that by giving gratitude to 3 things a day really reduces stress and lowers risk of heart attack, I shall give thanks to at least 3 things every time i blog (if i remember).

today:
1. thank you my awesome anatomy study group for helping me so much
2. thank you for my ulcer hurting less and possibly starting to recover
3. thank you stel and von for your always being there
4. thank you for today being mannie's birthday!

Now, all I need is sleep, can I thank you for the tremendous load of sleep ive gotten in advance and hopes it comes soon? see, lack of sleep is making me not make sense.

Another view

2008-10-16T01:47:00.000+08:00

A Teacher asked her class to write notes to God. Here are some they handed in:

Dear God: I didn't think orange went with purple until I saw the sunset You made on Tuesday. That was cool.

Dear God: Instead of letting people die and having to make new ones, why don't You keep the ones You already have?

Dear God: Maybe Cain and Abel would not have killed each other if they had their own rooms. That's what my Mom did for me and my brother.

Dear God: If You watch me in church on Sunday, I'll show You my new shoes.

Dear God: I bet it is very hard to love everyone in the whole world. There are only 4 people in our family and I'm having a hard time loving all of them.

Dear God: In school they told us what You do. Who does it when You are on vacation?

Dear God: Are You really invisible or is it just a trick?

Dear God: Is it true my father won't get into heaven if he uses his bowling words in the house?

Dear God: Did You mean for the giraffe to look like that or was it an accident?

Dear God: Who draws the lines around the countries?

Dear God: I went to this wedding and they kissed right in the church. Is that OK?

Dear God: Did You really mean "do unto others as they do unto you"? Because if You did, then I'm going to get my brother good.

Dear God: Thank You for the baby brother, but I think you got confused because what I prayed for was a puppy.

Dear God: Please send me a pony. I never asked for anything before. You can look it up.

Dear God: I want to be just like my Daddy when I get big, but not with so much hair all over.

Dear God: You don't have to worry about me; I always look both ways.

Dear God: I think about You sometimes, even when I'm not praying.

Dear God: Of all the people who worked for You, I like Noah and David the best.

Dear God: My brother told me about being born but it doesn't sound right. He is just kidding, isn't he?

Dear God: I would like to live 900 years just like the guy in the Bible.

Dear God: We read Thomas Edison made light. But in Sunday school they said You did it. So, I bet he stole Your idea

words fall thru me and always fool me

2008-10-09T00:03:00.007+08:00

simplicity is a mere disguise when reality is more than meets the eye.

wishing for it to rain and I really need to go out or something.

found a new fave song 我的快乐：会回来的 (:

have 2 plasters on my left hand for biting my nails,

dunno why as of lately, I bite them alot, and no eventho I do them often it doesnt go this bad.

normally its just bite abit only, now i bit even when theres nothing to bite and end up causing the finger to bleed.

hmm... there's a word for it, starting with ... I forgot.

I need a brightly lit park outside my house with swings, need green tea milkshake, need peppermint ice cream, need fizzy cola candies. I want christmas to come sooner. Presents wrapped in pretty wrappers and tied up in ribbons with pretty letters under a pretty tree, all Jan's specialty.

I wanna pick up a stray cat and bring it home and make it fat and happy but quite hard to achieve la. basically its just random blabber cause I just felt like typing alot of stuff out. You can smack me now but you wont cause you know you love me too much.

Now for the serious stuff.

Belonging is something that everyone really search for I guess, its our need for unconditional love and acceptance in a way. A sense of belonging is the cause of so many problems in the world. Some spend their whole lives struggling to grip onto something they think completes them, to find a place where they belong, be it religion, culture, family, friends. Sometimes, its the negative aspect of the human race that brings about the sense of belonging people are so desperate to find, self abuse, alcohol abuse, being in the cool gang, hanging out with the popular, being someone they're not just to fit in and be accepted.

Belonging is a double-edges sword. On one hand, you want to belong because you feel lonely, so you seek out others who share certain similarities. On one hand, you don't want to be categorizes and generalized. You conveniently switch your position depending on merit. You want to eat your cake and have it too.

Is it possible to balance both? Or will you fall to one side. To blend in completely and be ordinary normal and possibly forgotten or to be different, remembered and maybe left out.

Now I shall leave you to my own confused thoughts or whatsoever the above is. It's up to you to decide whether I make sense.

a freaking ray of sunshine

2008-09-15T16:20:00.002+08:00

"Aren't we all just a ray of freaking sunshine"

Are we? Were we born with the ability to be happy, or born to feel nothing and as we progress in life, we will learn about happiness? Well, I think that we were born with the ability to have happiness. No one thought us how to laugh or smile when we were young, it came naturally. It's a basic thing that is in us. "We don't need a reason to be happy", It's true. We just need to want it enough and I guess the key to happiness would be to lower your expectations and be easily satisfied. You need it to go through life.

I heard this phrase over the weekends,"we were born to this world unfeeling, but with the basic survival instinct, greed, gluttony, pride.. but kindness we're not born with. It' s is like our heart, it grows inside of us. It's conscience. That's why everyone's heart is different. That's why you should trust, although there are some with twisted hearts, there is some hearts that shine through. No one in this world is ever alike. "

Three things in Life

2008-09-08T22:12:00.002+08:00

My mummy just sent me this and I miss her (:

Three Things In Life!

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person
1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose
1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable
1. Love
2. Family
3. Kindness

Three things in life that are never certain
1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

Three things that make a person
1. Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard work

Three things that are truly constant
- Father - Son - Holy Spirit

I ask the Lord to bless you, as I pray for you today, to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way. God's love is always with you, God's promises are true. And when you give God all your cares, you know God will see you through. Amen.

and I pass this one to all the rest that I love. I heart you guys who are always there for me!

me and my new husband

2008-09-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

YES! I finally have a new husband, he is Asou Haruto from one litre of tears! (Actual name: Nishikido Ryo), HE IS DAMN SWEET IN THE SERIES! JAN&CHENG are you proud of me? NO single eye lidded small eyes this time!!!

love him to the max for the moment!

"I dont know whats going to happen in the future, but right now what I'm feeling is 100% not a lie, I can say with confidence. For me, as long as it's you saying it, it doesnt matter how slow you say it, I'll still listen. If you cant talk over the phone, I'll come see you, just like this. I'm not a dolphin. You, you're also not a dolphin. If you want to walk, no matter how slow it'll be, I'll walk with you. Right now, I might be be that reliable. One day, maybe I'll be able to help. Things might not be the same as before, but its feelings like these that link us together. I dont think that we're living in different worlds. I with regard to you, I like you. Maybe. I like you, maybe. Probably."

-- Asou Haruto, One Litre Of Tears.

LOVE IT! OR maybe I should just marry the script writer.

ARGH!!!!

have faith, restart

2008-08-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking alot lately,

things made me think.

and I dunno.

about the past, about the future.

everythings so unsure.

But then I figured, it takes time for the whole process of sending info to brain, process and then send the info back down again. My brain is just probably freaking slow. So.. if I wait and wait and wait, one day, the info will just come back down and it'll be a realization (:

For now, I'll just wait and do what I can I guess.

PS: I saw this in LS9, The theory of realization.

When you realize that you realize that the realistic reality is nothing more than the realization of the reality behind truth and lies.

go figure <3

PPS: 08/08/08 is the day I was filled with determination

a warm and fuzzy feeling

2008-07-31T23:08:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I saw someone die in the ICU unit. I saw his wife's face when she was told. She seemed happy standing there, but a nurse came up (were there whispers and finger pointing to her husbands ward?) then the smile just fell away and was replaced by confusion and maybe grief.

Today, I saw a mentally unstable mom with 2 kids, her husband abuses her, and so she abuses her kids. The little boy was prolly the cutest kid I've seen. but like the doctor said "ini anak baik, di tangan kamu hancur la."

It was sad, but it made us realised that there is so much more to life than what we think and know. So much more unexpected. It makes you think alot also, what would you do if you're in the doctors position. report? would it help? you're taking the kid away from his family, no matter how screwed up they are, they're still family. But by reporting, you take him away from one bad thing and placing him in what? an orphanage. How is that helping? How is that good?

Later, we went to a klinik desa and did home visits, something you can only see in rural areas. We walked 30 km to and fro to the nearby village to visit a pregnant lady. On the way there, we were talking to the 3 nurses that was with us and everyone along the way stopped to say HI and waved and smiled. The feeling was warm fuzzy and loved. It was like everyones friendly and they truly welcome you despite not knowing you and you being different from them.

We did a full body check on the lady and palpated her stomach, YES PALPATED! (ain't it cool!) and felt the 7 month old baby move and heard its heart beat. Really was something that you don't experience often.

After that we returned to the clinic and was served COLD drinks and specially modified kueh kapet by the nurses and they really took all our questions really seriously and answered it all despite some being really senseless. Do you know that in a klinic desa, there's no doctors. Everything is handled by the community nurses, can you imagine their importance?! I guess I've gained a new level of respect towards them, they're not just the pple who cleans up after the patients but without them, life as a doctor would be shit.

I guess in these few days in rural attachment, I could certainly say, I've definitely learned alot alot and it made me grow up just a little bit more. I should start stepping out from my comfort zone and review what I think I know versus what is out there.

PS: sounds like I just wrote my whole reflective journal. damn.
PPS: Von told me to mention her, so she has been my sitting bus partner and catch me nodding off partner for the past few days.

(: hearts all who loves me and me them

"I dont care what they say, I'm in love with you
they try to pull me away but they don't know the truth"

my Blair

2008-07-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

my Blair loves heels

my Blair loves ruffles

my Blair loves me

my Blair loves sweet romance

my Blair loves shopping

my Blair loves sony

my Blair loves camwhoring

my Blair loves blooming red roses

my Blair loves nathaniel

my Blair loves trioM

most importantly I LOVE MY BLAIR!

happy birthday evonne blair teoh.

you're 19th but secretly deep down still 9 (:

ps: going to Johor tmr,

see you guys in a week.

oh and I cut my hair, the lopsided cut.

thank you loves!

2008-07-21T22:16:00.001+08:00

CHENG MUN LEE! I LOVE YOU (:

ps: i heart scented letters

RACHEL TAN! I LOVE YOU TOO!

haha, the eeyore is super cute!

its name shall be eeyore tan.

mid sem roadtrip!

2008-07-18T19:03:00.020+08:00

YAY! I uploaded like 60 pics, this is so record breaking. Anyway, this trip happened in mid sem and pple that went was yours truly, sam, cheryl, waibeng, neeyee, hui ruan, michele and of course stella whos house we crashed! AT kuantan, all we did was EAT EAT and EAT. like seriously. SLEEP EAT watch movie.

at some park in kuantan with according to stella "pretty lotus in a lake". HAH HAH

Kuantan's beach: teluk cempedak! and US minus sam and nee

sam wanna be THE MAN

doing random stuff in stel's house (:

samantha YEAP -- who eats dimsum ALOT and says she eats alot

Hui Ruan -- I want her eyes and who eats all my vege (:

Our last dinner, we decided to spend at home cause stella wanted us to try her soup and cause no time to go out eat (: hahaha, the soup was so worth it.

stella cook punya dinner, well, the soup at least (:

leaving for perhentian. At kuala besut jetty waiting for the company where we collect our tickets to open. Left kuantan at 1am and reached terengganu at around 6am? On the way we passed the petronas petroleum factory, there were burning BLUE flames, even prettier than me can! The bus ride was abit scary, cause all dark and stuff and got cockcroach in bus, the tiny ones ):

on the ferry to perhentian, around 35 mins ride, I think the boat rides were the best part of THE whole trip. Like roller coaster cept nicer.

stella and evonne

joann and michele.

huiruan, seik yao, weiran

and an introduction to perhentian, beautiful island, sand and sea! did i mention sky!?

AWESOME MAN!

the sky, the clouds, i love (:

the sea and the rocks and the sand where you can sit and emo and think and all.

Now comes the people: (did i mention that the guys and von joined us in kuantan to go down perhentian, they are evonne, patrik, jarret, weiran, seikyao and ivan)

mr and mrs apologize?

the hengdai gang

see, this was the emo rock I told you about.

stella fong, queen of kuantan!

Evonne Blair Teoh, queen bee

Michele Tey, Jun Loong (:

US! before going for our snorkeling trip. We saw sharks, sea urchins, schools of fish, weird fishes, scary corals and seaweeds, AND TURTLES!

A fort that looks like a prison

built by weiran and seik yao, destroyed by stella

we're standing on the pier for when the tide is high:

reading and listening to ipod on the beach is MY FAVE THING TO DO, cept you cant do it anywhere near my place ):

look at pat

VERY BURNT

close up for my very burnt-ness I LOOK LIKE SOME COCOA PUFF!

sam and beng! being well... them

SAMMIE! I TOOK THIS SHOT, like all hail my photography skills

pat and sam.

cheryl and neeyee

sam again, why do I have so many shots of YOU ALONE?!

roomies of room 10!

and I rule them all! (:

stella, huiruan, michele, cheryl, sam and jo. cheryl and jo trying to out-tall sam (:

attempt to jump shot #001 READY!

# 2089 by cheryl

YAY! IT SUCCEEDED AFTER 2089 tries !

and so that was the end of my mid sem break,

I WANT ANOTHER ONE.

car crash

2008-07-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

Today,

my homey lim chern wei,

CRASHED INTO A MERC CAN!

thats why home, you cant be a F1 driver.

a phone call

2008-07-14T21:42:00.003+08:00

a phone call made my day!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LEE CHENG MUN!

hearts till the end of the world.

Thank you for calling all the way from over the ocean

and for making me laugh and laughing with me

and for making jan hear my voice and me hearing her thru you

and most importantly FOR MAKING MY DAY

i heart you

effort from one

2008-07-14T17:58:00.004+08:00

Do I get a right to be mad?

Do I have a right to DEMAND what I WANT?

Maybe its not enough effort,

maybe effort from one side just never works.

Life is lovable and much hated at the same time.

"Yesterday, I heard you say,

your lust for life has gone away.

It got me thinking, I think I feel a similiar way",

and that's sad (that's sad)

- the orions experience

Well, I'm not exactly feeling that la, I just like it and its true sometimes, just not this moment.

On a lighter note,

SEM 2 started today!

new PCL has some really smart asses (no offense to anyone)

pressures like building up (:

but I'm still happy.

a feeling

2008-07-13T18:53:00.002+08:00

I suddenly had this realization,

which probable many pple before me also realized.

but well, its my new take on life, maybe...

Home isn't a place, it's a feeling

malaysian zoo!

2008-07-12T13:27:00.008+08:00

Yes, being a good malaysian citizen and all, I WENT TO THE MALAYSIAN ZOO! It was fine, actually better than expected la. Spent around 5 hours walking around.

Fellow tour guides leading were:

Ivan and Seik Yao

This was a funny sign we came across, if the animals were extinct then they wont be in the zoo wont they? Might as well have a cage of dodo birds and label it extinct thats why you cant see any.

Another weird sign.

Haha, APPARENTLY there are penguins in the malaysian zoo. And so i lost my bet that malaysian zoo cant afford penguins. But the penguins were sad ones, it was moulting means its feathers were peeling and they cant swim so they look like forzen cubes of meat. Sides that the encloses was pathetic, looked like some run down ice cream box. BUT I STILL LOST MY BET ):

That was the devilish evil deer we saw, it had side fangs jutting out sorta like a vampires.

THIS IS REALLY THE WILD. they probably dont use any seasoning in their food. IT WAS URGH. dont try it.

If I end up as an animal in my next life, I wanna be otters!

AHEM, hahaha, just for entertainment la, go figure out what they're doing.

The skin looks kinda porcelinish (: pretty

We still cant decide whether this croc is real or not, It just seems weird to me the way it opens it mouth and position its fingers, but then ivan say its throat moving indicating breathing or something. Maybe its a balloon?

YES! YOU SEE A ORANG UTAN DRINKING 100 PLUS. some pple with less sense than me apparently threw in 100 plus for the poor apes.

He was then asking for more. WHICH THEY GAVE ANOTHER CAN, Like wth! its no wonder if one week later the zoo announces that they have diabetic orang utans. They also fed the apes sweets, luckily those apes manage to get the sweet out of the wrappers before eating it.

and the finale ended with us seeing elephant shit! ITS HUGE., seriously (:

See, malaysia zoo not bad la. And theres definitely more animals than in my post can.

PS: cheng & jan. I bring you when you come down?

PPS: photos taken by both seik yao and ivan.

OEY!

2008-07-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

MELISSA CHAN YEE CHING!

Are you still ALIVE?

If you are, have you forgotten the name

Joann Chua Shi Ying !?

I need updates!

tagboard issues

2008-07-09T15:17:00.002+08:00

I have a laggy tagboard.

so I've changed it but yeah,

I need help coming up with better colours?

this is to janice

............................

now playing on iTunes:

Tocatta and Fugue in D Minor

this is to chengmun (:

: |

2008-07-08T20:56:00.001+08:00

Dear Tech Support:

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0 and NBA 3.0. and now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do?Desperate

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Dear Desperate:

First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package,while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Try to enter the command: C:/I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applicationsJewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0, or Beer 6.1. Beer 6.1 is a very bad program that will create Snoring Loudly. WAV files. Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program.These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider buying additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 7.7.

Good Luck,
Tech Support

happyness

2008-07-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

happiness comes in many forms.

I had my dimsum

I had my movie

I have my friends.

Today, I'm happy (:

running away from reality

2008-07-06T17:42:00.002+08:00

ever wondered why people run away instead of facing problems?

or why people face problems instead of running away?

well. im thinking, as you know thinking and me,

we dont really go well together.

would I be the one to face a problem or would I run away.

today, i made someone really important to me cry.

and i dunno what to do. should i step up and hug the person or what should i say?

or should i just hide away till everything dies off and it becomes as close to normal as it will get.

I just dunno, maybe ...

oh wells. this is probably why i never want kids.

what if they turn out like me?

eating your own son!?

2008-06-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

This is just CRAZY and SICKENING!!!

A seven year old boy in the Czech republic was found chained in the cellar of his home, where his family kept him and abused him in a very perverse way.

The child, Ondrej Mauerova, was kept confined as his family would EAT parts of him!!!!

Yes, eat.

The child had been partially skinned as his crazed 31 year old mother, Klara, caged him for months.

Relatives who were also in the cannibalistic cult would feast on the child's raw flesh.

Ondrej and his helpless nine year old brother were kept in cages. At times they were handcuffed to tables as they were ritually and brutally burnt, whipped with belts, and tortured.

This is plain sick! they're kids for crying out loud.

Thankfully, the children were rescued thanks to a neighbor who purchased a CCTV baby monitor. But instead of viewing pictures of his newborn baby, he picked up live images of Ondrj naked, beaten, and chained in a cellar.

After calling authorities, cops arrived next door and also freed a little girl holding onto a teddy bear.

The child, Barbora Skrlova, turned out to be a 34 year old member of the cult, and one of the torturers as well! She (above) was trying to pass herself off as an adopted sister.

Crazy!

The boys' mom said in court yesterday that she was brainwashed by Skrlove, stating, "Terrible things have happened. I realize it and can’t understand how I could have allowed it."

How can you be brainwashed into torturing and eating your own child????

Skrlova fled and was later found in Norway posing as a boy.

The mom's sister was also involved.

It was also discovered in court that the abuse was coordinated via text messages sent by a leader known as the "Doctor" from the Grail Movement cult. Three others involved in the case are also facing charges.

-from perezhilton

HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE, whats this world coming too?! People nowadays is just screwed up, maybe they should find a hobby (other than eating pple and skinning animals alive), some harmless hobby like kite flying?

anyway, i found my quote of the day:

"thinking has always been a bitch for me, most likely because i'm an idiot" - Recca Hanabishi, Flame of Recca

so true, if I'd just realised earlier.

back and burnt

2008-06-27T22:44:00.002+08:00

HEY! yes, i'm back in KL! (like finally)

everything during this one week was FUN. I shall upload the photos later on.

seriously, i'm the happiest person in the world that i dont even mind that i left my phone in kuantan with stella and will only be getting it back when school reopens.

so pple who need to contact me, call my house or drop me a mail, or msg on msn or facebook/friendster, or here.

on a more serious note,

this holiday I not only got burnt (badly), but I also grew up.

random entertainment

2008-06-19T16:36:00.002+08:00

"You're cheating on your Xbox with your girlfriends PS2?"

-Lilah, ctrl-alt-del (:

whats love as defined by kids

2008-06-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

whats love as defined by kids,

simple views are sometimes suprisingly refreshing and true.

'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.

So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.'
Rebecca- age 8

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'
Chrissy - age 6

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.'
Terri - age 4

'Love is when my Mummy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.'
Danny - age 7

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.'
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'
Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, and then he wears it everyday.'
Noelle - age 7

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.'
Tommy - age 6

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.'
Cindy - age 8

'My Mummy loves me more than anybody.
You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.'
Clare - age 6

'Love is when Mummy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.'
Elaine-age 5

'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.'
Chris - age 7

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day'
Mary Ann - age 4

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.'
Lauren - age 4

'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.'
Mark - age 6

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.'
Jessica - age 8

a four year old child whose next door neighbour was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said,
'Nothing, I just helped him cry'

2008-06-17T18:01:00.001+08:00

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.

'People Will Forget What U Said
People Will Forget What U Did
But People Will Never Forget How U Made Them Feel'

besides germany beating austria. there's no happy story today.

):

2008-06-17T02:56:00.000+08:00

I dont understand Burnet's clonal selection theory.

Do You?

i hate them all

2008-06-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

i hate them all

i really do.

small small word

2008-06-16T20:42:00.004+08:00

its really a small small world.

I just realised yuhhui (might) know ting who also seem to know devina who was my cca mate from SINGAPORE. thats a super long connection.

anyway, done with 9 still not on 10.

and I really wanna adopt yuhhui's cat.

but dad says "cats are worst than dogs"

which says alot considering how much he dislikes dogs.

PS: I feel like getting a boyfriend just to adopt animals on my behalf so I indirectly have them.

how cells adapt

2008-06-16T01:30:00.002+08:00

How cells adapt?

hypertrophy, hyperplasia and atrophy.

Lack of use will cause atrophy,

Infact, atrophycation of the brain is quite common.

(common as in not really common but... common)

so why not hypertrophy or hyperplasia of the brain?

you just have to use it alot right?

and I think I've used it fairly ALOT these few days.

cant i have a bigger brain just for the 20th?

pretty please.

catherine

2008-06-15T18:27:00.003+08:00

Next up on friend per day is:

Beloved cell member, husband, coursemate and friend;

also BLUR QUEEN, who left her house keys in someone's car, locked her housemate's keys in the room AND PADLOCKED THE DOOR.

Catherine 素蕊 (i love your name) and I heart you too.

happy fathers day

2008-06-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

Before the day end,

to all dads and potential dads,

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!

PS: im done with week 8!

oh my goodness

2008-06-15T03:19:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness,

I so cant believe this,

but....

I FINISHED WEEK 7!

Aim for tmr, I mean today:

week 8 and week 9

terence lee

2008-06-14T23:18:00.007+08:00

terence lee,

my buddy (:

[it rhymes thus by rhyming law is TRUE]

anyway, this one is recent, like almost half a year

but I cant survive without YOU! (and your blog)

despite you having WAY longer legs than me,

and taking better pictures than me,

YOU ROCK!

jo hearts terence and hates gene expression

pool

2008-06-14T15:41:00.001+08:00

I haven't pool for so long!

I WANNA POOL!

refuse refuse refuse refuse refuse refuse refuse refuse refuse refuse refuse to remove the photo :P

cheng jan

2008-06-14T01:52:00.005+08:00

Despite being a pig,

I realised that...

Lee Cheng Mun and Janice Teh,

I've known you guys for almost four years.

Two of those were green tea and orange bowls.

Two of those are long distance.

And for a long distances two timing relationship,

everything seems to be working out really well.

and so I LOVE YOU (two).

gila babi

2008-06-14T01:24:00.003+08:00

I now have a swollen eye and running nose, but no longer sleepy.

so i'm continue-ing week 7 and hope to finish it by tonight.

funfact:

I slept at 530am and woke up at 3pm,

only to feel sleepy at around 11.50pm.

If I slept at 12am, I would have spent 11 hours asleep and only 9 hours awake ):

i'm such a pig.

embrology

2008-06-13T03:41:00.002+08:00

I'm getting seizures from studying embryology.

I'm hardly thru even half of week 7.

I really wanna watch prom night,

Brittany Snow is there.

chace crawford

2008-06-13T02:26:00.002+08:00

Hey Evonne Blair Teoh Ee Vern,

this is a letter to you just to let you know that I love you!

And I hereby promise you ( in front of my whole blog audience) that you can count on me for life.

Despite your persona of Emonne, love of disgusting thick salmon, buying shoes without me, fighting with me about whose camera to use, laughing at me dozing off and singing, catching all my embarassing moments, making me dress up when I'm uber lazy, making me broke by bringing me to all the nice ex dining areas, SNATCH MY BLANKET in the middle of a cold cold night; you are also my one stop entertainment cause you make me laugh at YOUR embarrassing moments, fetch me all over Klang Valley, bring me eat nice food, gave me a place to stay when I was locked out of my house, shopped with me, fed me thick UNCOOK salmon (which i still dont like), went redbox and sang oops we did it again, hugging me when I'm emo, attempt to be blair and made me laugh, bought green tea with me, motivated me to study unsuccessfully, stabbed a vitagen bottle with me, ran away from scary pple with me, gossiped the night away with me and the many more memories you brought to my life.

Thank you and to cheer your gloomy day up, >>click here<<>

I shall end with a song dedication, "If I never knew you", by Jon Secada and Shanice

"If I never knew you
If I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me

And I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

There's no moment I regret

Since the moment that we met"

Best Friend For Life,

♥ Joann Georgina Chua

starting now

2008-06-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

i'm starting now.

given up following my "start from week 1 and continue plan" thanks to procrastination.

now, its week 7 baby.

xoxo

2008-06-12T18:32:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry if you're bored with my nonsensical rantings and want more substantial blog post, like "why dont you upload pretty pictures of yourself (I know I'm pretty :P don't slap me) and MORE interesting stuff besides of your procrastination", but I like procrastinating in everything I do, so more interesting post will come like....when I feel like it (:

My 7 task of procrastination is down by one, making green tea cause of home. It takes like 20 mins to brew the perfect green tea so, today I have saved 20 mins. HOHOHO

Right, start planning to study now, and after everything, I should start by 9.

XOXO, keep holding on and it'll soon be the past.

aircon, greentea, anime and big apple

2008-06-12T17:02:00.006+08:00

aircon, greentea, anime and big apple.

thats what i've been having since 12 instead of studying.

shoot!

PS: thanks home, but its still all your fault!

Hubert Humphrey once said:

2008-06-12T00:53:00.003+08:00

Hubert Humphrey once said:

"...the moral test if Government is how that Government treats those who are in the dawn of life, the children; those who are in the twilight of life, the elderly; and those who are in the shadow of life, the sick, the needy and the handicapped"

I dunno why, but this phrase just seem to wow me. Maybe its the many cool words of dawn of life or whatsoever, but I find it quite true. If anyone says this in the elections, he definitely'll have my vote!

edit* MWAH just FINISHED WEEK 2! yay!

HO HO HO.

2008-06-11T21:23:00.003+08:00

how I wished christmas was here already,

I want a wish.

Anyway, I'm still at week 2.

cheers to all studying.

Powerpuff girl!

2008-06-11T01:23:00.008+08:00

It's a random title la, but I'm staring at the powerpuff piggy bank infront of me now.

It's raining, a study leave and im blogging instead of studying. life so sucks at this particular moment. and I'm scared cause my door open itself and then before i can walk over to close it, it slams super loudy (till dad came in and said why you slam your door so loudy). Hmm..

Anyway, the hot topic would be why I'm not studying. I DUNNO, I dont think I have time to study everything now, but OCD makes it necessary to try to study everything in order so even after taking up one week to do week one (which only have one main lecture) and 2 days to do the first lecture of week 2, m now at introduction to microbes. I know kill me.

I really should be the minister of procrastination, its what I do best. Things done before studying:

1. Write emails to mel

2. Facebook(gossiping with von)

3. Blog Surfing

4. Go on MSN and chat with random pple

5. Make Green tea

6. Raid the Fridge

7. Blog

study comes after blogging which is the 8 thing.

ps: from this minute onward, I'm going on a 21(said time required to break a habit) days no biting fingers and no procrastinating regiment.

which meants should end by next month (:

*EDIT: failed attempt of not procrastinating cause right after this post, i did everthing 1-7 before studying ):

eagles

2008-05-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

surprise surprise, its ME updating my blog, well I wanted to update since so long ago, then my internet decided to crash on me. I so beria-ria upload all my gothic photo pun then tak jadi (dont you think my malay is improving ;))

Anyway, eagles, thats what I wanna be. (:

Why you ask? cause I'm as pretty and graceful as them. haha!

back to the point, its cause in rainy weathers and storms, other birds fly back to their nest and hide, but eagles, they fly higher and higher till they're above the rain clouds, they're overcomers and not giving up-ers (or whatever they call them).

and so I'll going to be them and be an overcomer. Now to start starting case commentary....

see ya guys.

=)

2008-05-22T20:54:00.007+08:00

haha went to williams and it was such a great place with great food! haha when we arrived it was so early n so as u can c, so many empty seats hahaha. e ribena lychee looked so purplish and the purple color diffuse onto the surface of the white lychee. e lychee had streaks of purple n it looked like veins hahaha. oh no. tink the 3000 pages of bio notes is so occupying my mind! haha

and here is another of my mcdreamy. so sweet!! haha from grey's anatomy, e series which i hv been faithfully following for the past few days haha. dun u tink we look matching! both of us in black n look so cool =)

2008-05-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

Joann had an incredibly busy week filled with PCLs, ICSs and random work to do! have been coming back so late at night and the first thing she wants is her bolster and bed =)

Impressed that Pat passed his driving test (he claimed that he didnt bribe the JPA but we doubt so hahaha)

and yeah! will upload the gothic photos from Monash. Hooray Monash!! it was black all over. eye lashes, lipsticks, shirts, pants, skirts. u name it, we have it—in black =)

3:50

2008-04-25T20:56:00.011+08:00

I was suppose to reach the bank at 4, and that was the time we left the curve (: Went out with pat and cw today and von was nearby but stupid girl couldnt make it to see her beloved me, so before I start, I shall add her picture in (see, I did not forget you). Watch Definately, Maybe aka Pasti, Mungkin. It's so SO good! the little girl I WANT!

Cineleisure had this quite cool thing, the whole row of parking right in front of the entrance if from FEMALE SINGLE DRIVER ONLY, wonder what happens if you're not a female single driver and you park there, will you get clamped?

This is what pple who dont follow the rules do. No point trying to change the fact that we, females DO have a higher priority =P

Below is a photo of me and pat and me and chern wei. If you realise, cw pointed out that the three of us looked like a GAY COUPLE (pat and cw) and an adorable adopted daughter (ME), and we can go into Tony Roma's and join the "kids eat for free" thing.

PS: photos taken with "female single driver only" was directed by Patrik Ho E.S. my new adopted sortof dad or is it mom?

PPS: the post below I have nothing to do with. (:

i am officially adopted!

2008-04-25T20:21:00.002+08:00

Joann here. I am proud to say I have been adopted by my homey as a young aya sis! oh my gosh! I AM SO HAPPY whee! like today, i only had like 6 ringgit so no $ buy lunch, ice cream, n movie tickets! but he was there! hahahaha. U R THE BEST!!!

Tomorrow

2008-04-24T14:14:00.004+08:00

"Tommorrow" by SIXX:A.M.

And are you terrified by sadness
And have you given into madness
You're running out of places to hide
'Cause everybody's got a reason
To justify how they're feelin'
Maybe you should open your eyes

Just look at yourself, do you like what you see?
Look at yourself, is this how it should be?
Just look at yourself, 'cause there's nowhere to go
And you'll know

Tomorrow
You're gonna have to live with the things you say
Tomorrow
You'll have to cross bridges that you burned today
Tomorrow...
And everything you do, it's coming back for you
You'll never outrun what waits for you
Tomorrow.

Are you waiting for the reason to change?
Are you waiting for the end, has it came?
Nothing's gonna stand in your way...

Just look at yourself, do you like what you see?
Look at yourself, is this how it should be?

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All in all, It's a good song.

What have I been doing lately? Post Exam Events dragged all the way till sunday and on tuesday I went shopping with VON and not only broke my leg but also my wallet, I'm seriously in debt now, but the books are so worth it!

I had an agenda, but I forgot whatever it was suppose to be about. Todays a thursday, holidays is passing so fast. I haven't even enjoyed enough, tho I spend my holidays not thinking and being addicted to pokemon. I finished pokemon yellow within 18 hours and now am playing pokemon crystal which I think is so much more fun!! (yes, slap me) I think i'll die within 2 hours of uni on monday. Brain overload compared to doing nothing now.

Conclusion: my brain has shrunk 2 milimeters due to the lack of use so please excuse this post and happy holiday guys! See you next week.

<3>

Mi Ng

2008-04-21T21:19:00.005+08:00

MY most loved roomie ~ 吴子盈

I've known her for almost 3 and a half years (right?) and she is sane-est compared to all my other friends, but also still "unique". Haha, she HATES 瓜's, shops ALOT, calls me so she can listen to me talk to someone over the phone, loves receiving parcels, loves raking photos, loves B3L/01 and hong kong.

ps: she's single and available (;

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MI NG! hope you enjoyed today!

Too close for comfort

2008-04-17T15:55:00.003+08:00

before that, this is a tribute to ANVER for teaching me to remember lyrics for a song, not to mention a song in a FOREIGN language (Sinhala)

"Surangali, Surangali
Surangali gay maalu gay na wa
Maalu Maalu Maalu
Medangay napeh maalu
Surangali gay maalu peh na wa"

Means:
Surangali is the name of the girl
Surangali go sell fish
fish fish fish
Fish very fresh
Surangali go sell fish!

TADA~ proud of me?

Anyway, back to whatever I wanted to say today la,
came on to point out some very malaysian fact bout malaysia.

Today during our tutorial on perspective of position, we had a Myanmar refugee come speak with us. One point which he said that really woke me from my sleepiness was that, once he met a cop and was asked for his IC. well being a refugee obviously he had none, so he showed his something card with his something number and the cop searched his body. They found some money and they took half of the money and then gave the other half back to the poor refugee and LEFT.

Welcome to Malaysia folks (:

ps: Tomorrows the day where I can have FUN like the mad!

great classical poem (author: you-noe-who)

2008-04-13T20:16:00.002+08:00

After 2 months in monash
You are always out of cash
Now, you’re in an exam dash
Promise u a Williams bash =)

the other boleyn girl

2008-04-13T20:05:00.001+08:00

was suppose to be out on the 18th of april!

but has now been postponed to 11th of september!

LIKE WHATEVER, and I was so looking forward to it.

I fake a smile so you won't see

2008-04-10T18:18:00.005+08:00

Today is an even longer day than my previous long day, and I fell asleep(the kind where you nod off sideways) during the muscle and biomechanical lecture which greatly amused the very long time not mentioned EVONNE TEOH.

Its one of those days where you suddenly realize that everything is crashing down on you. ( Here is when you start wondering why im here blogging instead of trying to survive) back to topic, ICS dateline is tomorrow and PCL is also tomorrow. GAH, suppose to study week 3 and 5 lectures for my study sleepover tomorrow (and yes again its really a STUDY sleepover) and exams next friday. The problem, I'll be reaching home at 1030 tonight and I need to finish week 3 and 5! I need a holiday.

Well, I'll be alive and back to usual after tomorrow (:

ps: emonne! I realise I should have taken week 2 and 5, the perfect numbers~
pps: jan I love your BOMBa!
ppps: mel are you still alive?
pppps: I have 2 stupid ulcers so I cant talk properly ):

the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star..

love has no dream

2008-04-07T22:10:00.013+08:00

TODAY HAS BEEN A VERRRY LONGG DAY!

anyway, this is a destressed post under a new category for chengs update

Husbands:

1. Wu Zhun (ex) -- [2006 - 2007]

2. He Jun Xiang (temporarily missing) -- [2007- now but he is currently out of the picture]

3. Oikawa Mitsuhiro (new love!) -- [NOW! like since sunday]

Flings:

1. Ruan Tian Jing -- [2005 till 2007 on and off ]

2. Toma Ikuta -- [2007 less than 3 months]

3. James Marsden -- [2008, 2 weeks ago. less than 1 week]

p.s: this is done with the help of cheng.

p.p.s: I realise I like pretty boys, bad boys(who are pretty) and the damaged. Jan maybe thats why I love you (:

p.p.p.s: and evonne teoh ee vern says I never mentioned her name for a very long time, so there.

evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne emonne.evonne

<3 jan and cheng youre the mangoes of my life! Jan, I'm studying too.

shadow of reality

2008-04-06T23:43:00.005+08:00

This is a synchronize post to smile.

Haha, this is THE LIST to what I'm hoping to find.

Tall-er than me - which makes it everyone

FUNNY -- I want to laugh ALOT when I'm with him

can laugh with me

smart -- at least to be able to carry out a convo

"presentable" -- in home's words

loves someone who doesnt eat vege :P

dont mind crazy wacked up pple who doesnt the most insane stuff at times (like belly dances in sunway) aka me

NOT CLINGY!

independent, knows how to give a girl space

someone that I can talk to and would give opinions but not judge me (good listener, not critical)

someone who is there for me when I need him

someone who can accept imperfection

kind - like DUH

secretly caring - doesnt have to be outrightly romantic but does little touching stuff to show that he loves me

responsible : BUT MUST BE FUN TOO!

protective : tells he when he is jealous, but doesnt make a BIG fuss out of it

sensitive : knows me well (:

comforts me and never think that whatever problem I face is rubbish

hugs me and tells me everything will be alright

patient and tolerant? (i'm not any of that so must complement me if not..)

and tonnes of stuff to talk about

rich would be a bonus. (;

the last point I wouldnt say now but till I find the person (:

Basically for now its all I can think of. More later when it pops into my mind.

PS: its not demanding, its just the kinda person I think I might fall in love with!

2008-03-30T20:38:00.003+08:00

Joann just got a new camera!!!haha. the short essay tt convinced her mum to buy a camera for her (author: limchernwei)

You see it everyday, but you don’t do it all the time. I love this word: SMILE. A smile is a magical thing. It is innate and the one thing that proves to us that we are born good. Recall the innocent smile of your first born; the triumphant smile that accompanied her Monash admission; and the cute smile that she gave even in her moments of stress.

Even adults see glimpses of this magic and strangely, can be surprised by it. A smile can have the effect of bringing two squabbling adults to a halt, realizing the ridiculousness of what they were fighting about. A smile can be like a contract of commitment such as when a woman accepts a marriage proposal.

For the many things good and pure that it brings, every smile captures a story. Nothing beats the fascination of us looking back at them—we laugh at our childish past, and tear at our touching moments. So, what are you waiting for?

-end-

Look out point and MY cleopatra

2008-03-28T20:21:00.006+08:00

When there with cell group yesterday,

took us one hour there but it was so good.

could see the whole view of KL, the night view.

It's called "little genting" its situated on a hill that has a really steep (like 70 degree) slope.

Will upload photos when I have them.

Watched 27 dresses with a whole bunch of beautiful people today, James Marsden was a die for (tho he didnt look really good in enchanted) but in 27 dresses when he smile I WANTED TO MARRY HIM and that is saying a lot.

conclusion of the day: I love MONASH and everyone in meds sch! ESP zi muis and home.

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Shout out to my darling roomie 2004-2006, I've known you for 4 years now and 2 of those years I spent in the same room as you and most of the time on your bed :P and I would like you to know that eventho we aren't in the same country now I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LOVE!

Easter Weekend.

2008-03-23T16:22:00.011+08:00

and the end of my birthday week. again. thank you everyone that was one way or the other contributing to make it my happiest week! I'm really grateful for you guys in my life.

Today went curve for my last birthday lunch with steve and cherngyu! You guys never changed a bit can.

On the way there in the car I managed to take one poser picture (ps: if you dunno yet im self infatuated)

Went for lunch at The Apartments, half of the words used to describe their food on the menu I didnt understand so I just picked the roasted duck with steve since I'm having lamb tonight (mom's marinating now :P) and C.YO got the lamb shank.

The Lamb Shank. No photos of the Duck. I forgot (:

Also their present and a strawberry cheese cake from bakerzin, ITS MOUTHWATERINGLY GOOD I TELL YOU. (I've got the photo of the cake but its have eaten and you'd not wanna see it) There was 2 messages in their present, outlined below. (: THANK YOU again and ps: I love you guys too!

Lastly, this one must outline cause this is MY BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER, despite the ugliness and all, its the sweetest and its by my darling homey lim chern wei. He took all the effort of writing sweet rubbish messages on a whole roll of toilet paper (with water prove ink and did not tear a single piece of paper off) and its for me to cry on when im sad. thank you homey, I'll top that by your birthday! And he also risk getting fined by smuggling 3 bottles of bacardi for me from singapore! you rock home!

My homey and me and his present:

of love and luck.

2008-03-21T16:44:00.003+08:00

I have green fingers, the rose I gave my mom was almost dying but I managed to keep it alive with a half a month old bottle of water and half an aspirin. It works. Its now healthy alive and BLOOMING (:

Of love and luck, I guess I'm reall grateful to have both especially LOVE overflowing. Debate today was really fun, sorry chair for being "disrespectful" tho :P After PCL ended up camwhoring.

And also I received my bestest presents ever! from evonne(i love it i love it i love it) and jan (your drawings super pretty and next time I'll write a kids book and you can be my illustrator kay?) They were seriously WONDERFUL!

PM today was great, really acted as a reminder that friends are always there and you'll never walk alone. Also the video was also really something awesome. Go youtube seach "lifehouse's everything skit", its worth the watch.

THANKS PEEPS FOR EVERYTHING, esp jac mi jan cheng cw cy fatin cyn ting shan ching and mel my old old tales and evonne, pat, dan, tim, jc, jarret and all my new friends and whoever that I didnt mention but are my friends. thank you (:

SICKENING

2008-03-20T22:18:00.005+08:00

When undercover investigators made their way onto Chinese fur farms recently, they found that many animals are still alive and struggling desperately when workers flip them onto their backs or hang them up by their legs or tails to skin them. When workers on these farms begin to cut the skin and fur from an animal's leg, the free limbs kick and writhe. Workers stomp on the necks and heads of animals who struggle too hard to allow a clean cut. When the fur is finally peeled off over the animals' heads, their naked, bloody bodies are thrown onto a pile of those who have gone before them. Some are still alive, breathing in ragged gasps and blinking slowly. Some of the animals' hearts are still beating five to 10 minutes after they are skinned. One investigator recorded a skinned raccoon dog on the heap of carcasses who had enough strength to lift his bloodied head and stare into the camera.

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

Before they are skinned alive, animals are pulled from their cages and thrown to the ground; workers bludgeon them with metal rods or slam them on hard surfaces, causing broken bones and convulsions but not always immediate death. Animals watch helplessly as workers make their way down the row.

click here for further info

How sick can pple get?! Firstly skinning is already wrong, and HOW HARD IS IT TO B****Y KILL THE ANIMAL BEFORE SKINNING IT!? How would you feel if someone else is skinning you like that? Its just so heartbreaking!

Because a fur's origin can't be traced, anyone who wears any fur at all shares the blame for the horrific conditions on Chinese fur farms. The only way to prevent such unimaginable cruelty is never to wear any fur.

If your one small action of not buying fur could change this situation, would you stop? I would.

TODAY!

2008-03-20T18:38:00.005+08:00

IT'S D DAY! Joann Chua Shi Ying is Officially 18 on the 20th March 2008, 3.04pm.

Things I can do now would be:
1. Legally Buy Alcohol
2. Legally watch porn (according to sayang if youre below 18 you can get arrested for watching)
3. Watch xx18 movies

what else? truth be told, I dont feel an inch older, or taller.

Thank you pple! For chilles and (: etc....

Haha, today got:
-Patrik! whom i forgot to take an indiv photo with. <3 zi mui.
-Joel who just learned how to wear contacts (:

Pre Birthday Celeb at Italiannies

2008-03-19T23:53:00.013+08:00

Sleepy, so this will just be a short update since i dont have all the photos also. More about it tmr.

Anyway, really really thank you to all the pple present, anver, azri, dan, evonne, khaarthik, nizam, stella, tim, terence and matt for all the fun I had and the 255.40 bill.

me and ANVER - perfume!

me and TIM - driver and chua! :P

me and STELLA -PCL MATE and shopaholic

me and TERENCE and EVONNE -shopaholics

me and TERENCE - shopaholic with conscience

me and KHAARTHIK - third speaker rebutter

me and NIZAM - who needs a ride?

me and AZRI - thanks for the bookmark

me and MATT! - dont ask me what he was doing

me and DANIEL - whose tie is sexy

and finallly, me and EVONNE - aka emonne and meds kill brain cells :P

terence, dan, me, von (: PULL THE TIE

THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR TODAY! <3

##It was a really special indigo happiness moment.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This was the last thing that made my day prefect.

Thank you Jan you should just go be a writer! I LOVE YOU AND WILL LOVE YOU TILL FOREVER.

Even though I "am ham-eating, bacardi-guzzling, irrational jeans-tearing, endless-(imaginary)boyfriend-changing, high-pitched whining and singing machine and caused the many catatrophies in the basement (spilling of hot chocolate all over the ironing board and root beer on the floor) and the endless torture of hearing me sing and also the 180 bucks that I owe you (plus interest plus hardship subsidy for meeting the possibly dangerous puipui)*he not that pui la" I know you still love me and for that THANK YOU (: I miss you so much and I really wanna see you soon, so please come down or wait for me during june. Thank you darling!

And no matter what colour I'm with, YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF MY HEARTS, next to cheng if not she jealous. Thank you cheng also for being her maple addict and lilac obssessed self.

P.s. Abt the secret you made a mistake on my birth cert was imaginary :P

And finally, thank you everyone for making my day more special that it will ever be.

[[I<3u]]

Haircut!

2008-03-18T18:43:00.003+08:00

Yes, I've taken off all my hair , well most of it (:

First time cut:

and realise it was my old hair but shorter, so I went back and got the back shortened

Currently this is how I look:

satisfying end results (:

Now, extra, election day!

L>R: Jeremy, JC, Evonne, Ali and ME!

ps: getting over indigo.

First Aid.

2008-03-15T22:17:00.006+08:00

1. CPR
- Hard work. Hahaha, Anver's look listen feel was super funny! Push Hard and Push Fast.

2. Bandage
- I'll make a really bad nurse, my bandages looked so messed up!

3. Choking and child CPR
- THE FUNNEST PART! Heimlich Manouver was really harder than it seemed. The instructor was like push harder and I was pushing the hardest alr! Still nothing came out of the guys mouth, was dead by then alr. Then me and von was taking weird photos.

What was she doing?!

Choking Charlie!

A Heimlich that WORKS!

2 blows followed by 30 compressions

Does it look like she's suffocating the poor baby?

Torture.

4. Recovery Position

Lines in the Sand.

2008-03-14T18:52:00.003+08:00

I'm so sick of taking initiative!
Seriously, I just feel like giving up.

I don't wanna give up, but..

-- will you realize it if I'm gone?

standard drinks.

2008-03-13T17:30:00.002+08:00

This is a personal dedication to Mel with the purpose of instilling guilt.

One standard drink contains 10gm of alcohol, common standard drinks are:
- One 287 ml pot or middy of beer
- One 120 ml glass of wine
- One 60 ml glass of sherry or port
- One 30 ml nip of spirits

Others are:
- One can of beer (375 mls) is 1.3 standard drinks
- One bottle of beer (700 mls) is 2.6 standard drinks
- One bottle of wine (750 mls) is 6 standard drinks

Safe drinking limits for men: no more than 3-4 standard drinks 3-4 times a week
Safe drinking limits for women: no more than 2-3 standard drinks 2-3 times a week
>> for women, the safe limit per week is max 9 standard drinks, which is ard 6 cans of beer.

How to know whether you're addicted?
Ask yourself these four questions, if the answers are yes, you ARE addicted.
1. Do you every feel that you need to cut down?
2. Do you get annoyed when others tell you that you need to cut down?
3. Do you get guilty for drinking so much?
4. Do you need an eyeopener in the morning?

Mel, we all KNOW you're already addicted.

ps: class ends at 1230 tmr. happiness comes in indigo(:

Futsal.

2008-03-12T17:58:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 9am to go to sports planet to play futsal with coursemates. IT WAS SUPER FUN. Reaced sports planet at 10 only to realize it opens only at 11, so Me and Pat was driving JC's and Evonne's car around the area only to get banned from it, after one turn. Then Ali was using all the cars to drift, adrenaline rush was awesome. I wanna do it again!

Played futsal till 12.58pm (: HAPPINESS! Haha, its THE BOMB MAN! I cannot shoot, but it was fun, really really really good. Last match was a girl against guy match, we trashed the guys! (tho only cause they let us, but still..) Girls present was Christine, JC, Evonne and ME!

When Sakae again! This time with different pple, four of us spend a total of 109.60 plus tax. We are that good. Was suppose to watch step up 2 but time wasnt on our side. Biasness of the cinema. Ended up shopping and buying a tshirt (my size) from CATCH UP!

I love today (: it's an indigo day!

The 4 T's

2008-03-11T23:53:00.005+08:00

When for a conference by Pastor Pat Mesiti about Biblical Economics. Just reached home half and hour ago. Before that had dinner at Von's house with her family and Patrik. *Dinner was GOOD.

Anyway, back to the conference, like dinner IT WAS GOOD! Totally worth the time. The feeling of going back to church and deciding to continue was so great. The feel you can get from CHC is just overwhelming.

PAT WAS AWESOME! like totally ;P He was amusing, funny and totally unboring. Kay, I know I've used a lot of totally's in the one short para, but who cares right!? *I dare you to say wrong.

To summarize, the 4 T's are : TIME, TALENT, TOUCH and TREASURE. So watch out grumpy! cause I'm gonna have all four!

Haven't done PCL, DEADline is tomorrow night and ps: i'm going futsal tmr morning and then catching step up 2 in the afternoon after possibly crashing vons place again. Going to try to attempt getting the work done now!

Haha, say you LOVE me!

Making a difference.

2008-03-10T21:13:00.002+08:00

The Starfish Story

One day a man was walking along the beach when he noticed a boy picking something up and gently throwing it into the ocean.

Approaching the boy, he asked, “what are you doing?”

The youth replied, “Throwing the starfish back into the ocean. The surf is up and the tide is going out. If I don’t throw them back, they’ll die.”

“Son,” the man said, “don’t you realize there are miles and miles of beach and huundreds of starfish? You can’t make a difference!”

After listening politely, the boy bent down, pick up another starfish and threw it back into the surf. Then smiling at the man, he said “I made a difference for that one.”

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Have to prepare for prayer meeting tmr, leaving my PCL aside for the moment. This is an emo post, so if you dont wanna hear me (or read my) emo talk, close the window now.

It's true that one person can't really make a very big difference, but why should not being able to change the big picture stop you from actually putting in effort and attempting to make a change?

Doing something like what the little kid did may seem like a waste of time to some , its a never ending task, no matter how many you try to save, there will be some starfishes that will die, but from the other point of view, thanks to the little boys effort, more starfishes survived compared to if he decided to give up right from the start and not do anything.

SO EVEN IF IT SEEMS HOPELESS, TRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE, EVEN IF IT'S ONLY TO ONE PERSON.

Dead End.

2008-03-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

"I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too"

-- Beautiful Soul, Jesse McCartney

LOST. Spend 255 on books, general anatomy, gray's anatomy, Dorland's medical dictionary, and later on Saladin and maybe textbook of medical physiology. *moans. Meds still fun, for now.

Ps: I've moved here cause my previous blog is down. Too lazy to change the skin.

baffled

2007-12-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

I have nothing to say currently.
This entry only contributes to the testing of the template.